oneofmybiggestflaws

honestly, i’m way too chill about everything. even when things piss me off, i like keeping to myself. and that’s what usually gets me walked on. i don’t like conflict, confrontation, it’s pointless. so i try to avoid it as much as possible by just kicking back and letting it go but sometimes, it’s taken as push-over-ness. when in reality, i just don’t wanna get mad about something that can be avoided so i just chill. i’m always telling my friends to just chill out and they’re always telling me i need to put my foot down. maybe it’s time i do. idk, but i don’t like being taken advantage of just cause i don’t raise my voice. maybe the fact that i’m always joking around also pushes people to believe that i don’t care about alot of things. which is true, i honestly don’t care about most things but there’s a certain point where someone just takes it too far. the only thing i really get set off by is by people close to me cause they know all my secrets and they should know not to do a certain thing. idk.. but whatevs, can’t really do anything about it i guess. just how i am even though i wish i could change it