I Hate?

I hate when you’re in that sticky situation where you don’t know where you stand with that one person. Are we friends? Are you mad at me? Are you into me like I’m into you? I hate when you don’t know and everything is kind of just like murky water. I hate when you’re unsure of whether to ask where you stand with someone because of the fear that they might think the complete opposite. I hate when you’re dying to know what’s next but you’re afraid of taking the leap. I hate when you wish you could come clean and just talk to that person about everything but the possibility of being rejected pushes you back. I hate that feeling you get when you’re about ready to give up but then that person says/does something that keeps you holding on. I hate that moment when you realize what’s best for you but you do the opposite because of that temporary happiness. I hate when you feel so tired of not knowing that you finally just stop caring then that person says something to confuse you all over again. And I fucking hate how this is all going on while the other person doesn’t know you feel this way. (confused) :(