THIS IS MY LIFE IN PICTURES: April 2012

Sunday, April 22, 2012

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Pan Cake Set Spotted on Foodspotting.. goodmorning!

People always tell me that I am going to be a good girlfriend.

To think about it I really want to be. I want to be that girl that who will take care of you when your sick in bed. That type of girl who would be willing to make you soup and bring it to your house. Even wrap some medicine in a cute little pouch and hand it to you to make you feel better. The one that will play and sing you a song when you’re feeling down, or even when we are on our date. The one that will be there for you when you need her. That type who will call you up just to ask if you need anything from the store. The one that will buy you food and candy. The one girl who made you believe in love. The one you could trust. The one your family loves. The one who you will want to be with forever, but if forever doesn’t last, I just want to be her. Just that one girl, when you have moved on and it’s over and done saying, “Damn I really miss her.” :))

I want to learn

cool stuff. :) waaa

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Lonely Girl ~ by cee

I find myself being unsure of what to do more often than I should. It’s like, I wish I care more to make a decision instead of just letting whatever happen. I need to be able to make things happen my way if I want them to but I don’t really know how or if I even want to to begin with. It’s either I don’t care enough to make something happen or I’m too scared or unsure of what I should do. I feel like lost at times, wandering around with no idea of where damn I’ll end up and needing of some assistance but too afraid to approach anyone.

Currently doing (Printscreen)

Soo this is what i'm doing last night up to now. I really adore the hair strands. I'm hoping that I can finish this artwork this Wednesday. I'm thinking what color should I put to make it realistic like my previous work (Lonely Girl). Okay. This is my latest update. :) ciao!

please don't grab my photos. :) Thanks!

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Cold hearted?

PHOTO BY: angelique brunas

No, I don’t think so. I don’t think I’m cold hearted a bit. As a matter of fact I’m far from being cold hearted. There’s no ice around my heart. My heart is filled with warmth and love. I just rather be honest with myself and honest to others. It might seem like I’m going off as cold hearted bitch, but that’s not the case. I know I deserve to be chase and I know I deserve to be shown that I matter. So I’m just going to sit here and watch. No effort and no movement from me. And also I don’t want to lead others on so I will tell you if I don’t have feelings for you, don’t take it the wrong way. I just want to make things clear.

Why is it that when you’re finally happy with someone other people start to take interest in you?

It kinda makes you wonder if they actually liked you this whole time or they decided to finally make a move because they realized you weren’t within their grasp. It’s like how most girls would go for the jerk rather than the nice guy. Why? Because it presents a challenge. It’s common for people to want something, or in this case someone, they can’t have because the struggle makes it seem like its worth it. No one wants something they can easily have because what’s worth achieving if its already in front of you? It’s pretty irritating and naive but it’s true.

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

when you say hi and they reply with 2 pages of them saying how much their life sucks damn ma I just wanted to say wassup..

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Doodle Again :)

Monday, April 9, 2012

Guys on Facebook. pissed off.

It’s funny when a guy starts talking to me on Facebook and they’re all, “I’m gonna sign off soon, can I get your number?” LOL. And when I say that I don’t wanna give them my number, they’re all, “Oh, it’s cool. So, what do you do for fun?” Or whatever to continue on to the conversation. Like, didn’t you just say that you had to log out soon, or was that just an attempt of you trying to get my number? LOL. I know that not all guys do this, but yeah. I don’t mind giving it as long as you don’t come off too strong or creepy or annoying. I’m just saying.