THIS IS MY LIFE IN PICTURES: March 2012

Saturday, March 24, 2012

What I'm Doing right now | March 24, 2012 | 7:33PM

What I’m doing right now. Yea.. I love this cold weather! :))
ohlala lineart by ~ Cee Bautista | CSM Design (on progress) c&c superman yo.

Sunday, March 18, 2012

LINE ART ~by CSM Design Cee Bautista ♥

FINAL ! :D

LINE ART ~by CSM Design Cee Bautista ♥

:) Goodnight.. I had fun with this thing. :D (lineart) God bless ♥ c&c superman ♥

Line Art ~by cee

MY FIRST TRY :)) Line art. waaa atlast. I need moree practice :DD

Saturday, March 17, 2012

“The True Meaning of Sleeping Together”

Nothing dirty. Nothing Naughty. Just sleeping. It’s just sleeping with that someone and knowing that they’re in your arms and you’re in theirs. They want to feel close to you. They want to know they are the closest to your heart. They want to hear you breathe when you fall asleep as they sleep next to you. As you fall asleep, you want to cuddle with that someone and just the hold them close. It’s that moment where you don’t want to let go and that moment where you don’t want them to forget that this is a special moment.

Sleeping on the phone with that special person.

Who doesn’t love the thought of someone willing to stay on the phone with you while you sleep? Just listening to their breathing as they fall asleep to the sound of your voice. Falling asleep with the phone by your ear, knowing they’re on the other line. Dreaming with you. Dreaming about you. Thinking about you. The sound of their calming sleepy voice is just a lullaby. You catch yourself slowly dozing off as their voice gets softer and softer and then you finally are asleep. When I fall asleep on the phone, I get the feeling of security. That there is always going to be someone there for me no matter what happens. When you sleep on the phone with that special someone, it just feels so nice to know that they’re always gonna be there for you no matter what happens. It’s the best thing to wake up to “hello, babe? wake up babe wake up” The thought that you guys were together on the phone the entire night. :) c&c

You motivate me to do better.

You motivate me to do better in school, as a person, in life; it isn’t explainable. I don’t know how or why I’m doing this, but I’m glad you’re making me change in a good way. No one influences me like how you do. You motivate me to be a better someone, for you.

I feel something when I look at you.

It may sound corny and/or creepy, but I love staring at you. Looking into your eyes, substitutes our conversation. It’s like we communicate without saying anything. I think that itself, is pretty powerful. There are times where we’d laugh, and there are times where we’d be serious. Honestly, you make me weak. I rather not speak because I know I’ll end up saying the wrong things. Communication is very important in a unknown relationship. We just do it with our eyes. :)

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

You motivate me to do better.

PHOTO: DS.

WHEN YOU TALK TO SOMEONE FOR FRIENDSHIP BUT END UP FALLING IN LOVE WITH THEIR PERSONALITY
-That’s the best type of fate. :DDD

#mee Cee ♥

Sunday, March 11, 2012

I think that when you..

I think that when you “Genuinely” love someone. The material items don’t really matter as much, but what does matter is the time you two spend together, whether it’s a lazy day watching movies and cuddling or just going out for a nice walk, it’s these moments that are special to you because you get to spend time with the one you love because sometimes we neglect the one we love, we are so caught up with our daily life that we forget how important they are to you, we forget to put in time for them, so with that being said, spend some time with your significant other and make every moment special, make these moments count because you never know what a new day brings, you know? In my opinion the best moments are the ones you get to share with someone special anyways, It’s these memories that will remain in your heart and mind as time goes by, It’s these memories that stay with you your whole life so make them happy memories. Although you may argue here and there, through all the pain and adversity you may face down the road, you still know who is important to you at the end of the day, know that the love you both share is something special and shouldn’t be taken for granted.

Love/hate relationship.

Those type of relationships where you can try to offend each other, be mean to each other, but in the end, you know that you love each other no matter what. This is my favorite type of relationship because each person knows how to take a joke and won’t take it seriously.

I WONDER IF YOU CARE.

I wonder if you ever check my blog to see how I’m doing.. I wonder if you’ve ever wondered what I’m doing. I wonder if you’re ever curious on how I’m feeling at the moment. I really wonder if you even care about me..

I WANT TO MEET SOMEONE WHO WOULD PUT AS MUCH EFFORT INTO OUR RELATIONSHIP AS MUCH AS I DO.

It hurts when I know I’m the one trying and I can tell that you don’t really care. If it’s a one sided relationship then it doesn’t feel like a relationship at all. I get vibes that I’m bothering you and I don’t want to be too clingy or else I’ll push you away. And the last thing I want is you leaving…

I like being independent.

I like my space. I like being by myself. I like not having anyone to rely on because I want to adapt to my own living state. I like to have my goals and ambitions settled. I know what I want and I know when to get it. The only person that is going to be there for you at the end of the day, is yourself. No matter what obstacles you encounter, the heartbreaks you go through, the life you hold in front of you, it is always going to be you. Sure, sometimes it feels like you have completely fell, but no matter what you are the only one that can truly pick yourself up. It may take time, but after each fall, you will learn how to get back up. Life goes on, and so will you. People who are independent are usually - emotionally stable, strong-willed, free, outspoken at times.

1ST DAY OF OUR PHOTO EXHIBIT: MY COFFEE TABLE BOOK

Soo happy.. Atlast!

1st day of our Photo exhibit @LPUCav. :D

Photo: # 1

starbucks coffee store food food porn foodporn yummy yum pretty cee

Photo: Daily S.

Chocolate Drizzled Cheesecake!

Sooc. I really miss this. waaaaa.

Saturday, March 10, 2012

A lesson revised.

I’ve been on the start to writing my story as I spill my whole life story onto this page. And I thought about it, if I wanted to get rid of my memories, all I had to do was rip the pages, tore out my feelings, and throw them away, right? I was thinking that if I could throw away all of my words, and edit out all the wasted time, it would be a brand new start. Just like the way a typewriter can never delete a mistake, but it could be rewritten correctly on to the next line. Just like life, words cannot erase any efforts. Efforts cannot erase any consequences. Consequences cannot erase the temptation. But all we could do was, accept it, rewrite it and change it. A lesson learned. A lesson revised.

soo cute

At some point, one of you stops putting the effort. The littlest things such as cute text messages aren't so “cute” :))

I CAN GIVE PEOPLE ADVICE ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS, PERSONAL PROBLEMS AND LIFE, BUT WHEN IT COMES TO MY LIFE, I CAN’T EVEN FIND A FUCKING SOLUTION.

I promise you.

LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE!

This is my blog way back on February last month. I wasn't able to post this because of some reasons. This is for my ex boyfriend.

I’m still upset about it. Even though I know the answers it still confuses me how it ended up this way.How can you wake up one day and decide to never talk to a person that gave a big impact into your life? Maybe it wasn’t that way for you. Maybe it’s only me. Maybe the whole thing was exaggerated in my head and for me, it was great. It’s just crazy to me how I knew what was going to happen. I was expecting it. I guess I just didn’t know it would happen so fast and that it would hurt that bad… That’s the kind of stuff that keeps me up at night.

I got over it because I’m not the type that holds on to things and the way I feel now is completely different from how I felt right after it happened. But it’s still so weird to me. And it hurts. Not in the way that makes me cry and heartbroken. But in the way that makes you rethink your whole perspective of yourself. What value do I have if someone can get to know me from inside and out and just leave like it’s nothing? It makes me feel pretty pathetic.

The way I knew why I’m still upset is because every time I get close to someone I turn into a complete bitch and I come up with some stupid reason why we should end it's bcoz i'm afraid that it will happen again.. or I just leave and don’t say anything at all. I don't want to treat them the way you treated me. You did it again not once but twice. Look what you’ve done.

TRAIN

PHOTO BY: Julie de Waroquier

# Train

Do you ever feel like you’re waiting for something that isn’t ever going to happen? Like, you’re basing all your decisions on ‘if’s and ‘maybe’s, and uncertainty? And sometimes, no matter how much you want to get up and leave, theres’s something that draws you back, to continue waiting. Perhaps it’s all the time you’ve already spent on something, and to lose that suddenly, for nothing, seems kind of pointless. But, why continue wasting time? It’s like, waiting at a train station, for a train that doesn’t stop at this particular location, but something keeps you attached to waiting here. As if one day, the train will change course. You want to leave, desperately wish to go, but still hopelessly believe that an alternative is possible. The train will change course, to a better one. But, what should happen if the moment you’ve gone, the train makes a sudden turn. By then, will it be too late?

Photo: Today :D

mee cee.

One day, you will find that one person who will be veraciously and completely in love with you.

One day, you will find that one person who will be veraciously and completely in love with you.

They will hold you by the hands, kiss you on the lips, and do whatever it is that lovers do. Their biggest fear would be waking up to finding you gone and they will treasure you as if you’re the last breathe of oxygen inside a world that needs to breath. But until that one person comes, you must spend most of your time searching for them; your other half. And on the way, the chances of your heart breaking will be as high as a hundred Empire State Building…but you know it’s all worth it at the end because you’ll finally have someone to ensure your heart to.

The sound of a piano is soothing.

It's time to work a little harder

Back to zero. Oh well this really suck. grrrr. pretty bad all files corrupted. >.< DOOM!

THE PERSON DRIFTS AWAY.

YOU KNOW WHAT HURTS? IT’S WHEN YOU GET TOO ATTACHED TO SOMEONE AND FOR SOME INSANE REASON, SUDDENLY WITHOUT ANY WARNING OR EXPLANATION, THE PERSON DRIFTS AWAY.

Friday, March 9, 2012

Let go the past

Top #1 Reason why you’re unhappy all the time. Stop wasting your time on something that already happened. Things will not change, and time will not rewind. Focus on the present and do not make the same mistake again.

Photo: Daily S.

Very nice story :)

I LIKE BOYS who...

If a guy genuinely likes you, he’ll do whatever it takes to make you happy. If he wants to see you, he’ll be willing to go the distance, no matter how far it is. If he wants to talk to you, he’ll find time for you, no matter how busy he is. There are no excuses. If someone likes you, they’ll find a thousand ways to show it.