Being Alone

There is just something in me that always finds a reason to want to be alone. I enjoy the silence, the privacy with just me, myself and I. Don’t get me wrong, company is great but I find myself wanting to be by myself more than I want to be surrounded by people. I don’t know what it is or why it has to be that way. It’s affected my relationships with many people. I detach myself from someone before I can ever know what it really means to have feelings for someone; by feelings, I’m talking cold, hard, genuine feelings instead of lust. In my past friendships, I’ve watched some of the most important people walk away from me because I didn’t mind the isolation. It sucked for a moment but I found myself getting better by what I do best, being alone. My thoughts, a pen and some paper, and music suffice. Being alone brings me peace but I also believe that this will become something that will drive me the fuck insane. Maybe it already has because I actually believe that being alone is better sometimes.

My Desire

My desire to keep expanding while traveling exceeds my reach right now. One of these days in the future, I’ll be halfway across the universe still listening to music and seeing the world in a different perspective, taking on new challenges to discover and better myself. But for now, I’ll stay within this little town with the same faces and same adventures. Begin college with a standard job and any type of transportation that gets me from point A to point B. It’s nothing to complain about, I can wait until I am financially, mentally, and physically ready to literally take on the world. I’m not concerned with how I’ll spend my days in the meantime. Life here will without a doubt keep me busy. Until then, I’ll finish what I started here strongly and begin a new chapter of my life when the time has come. 

Single Life.

Single like a pringle, loooool ksahgasghasdh uhm, i don’t really care. it’s chill being single, i like it i guess. i just enjoy the company of certain people but it never escalates into anything more than that. unless they have some power to change that. iono, just doing my thing. not really expecting anything of any kind but we anythings possible so whatever haha..

I’ve grown so much.

Just in the past year, I’ve learned a lot. Things that I did in the past, I’d never consider doing now. I’m a lot smarter now, and it feels really good knowing that I’ve changed for the better. I feel content with who I am, therefore I’m content with life. Even if people still judge me from my past, it feels good to be reminded how far I’ve come along. 

This Photo was taken during our Photo Exhibit.

My friends. (Jen,Tobal,Em)

CSMLITRATISTA

I am Cee 18 years of age from Philippines. I am a self-taught amateur photographer specializing in conceptual photography though I also enjoy portrait and macro photography.
I love learning and experimentation on my own when it comes to photography. Feel free to message me with questions and hopefully I can at least point you in the right answer
I am currently in college studying AB – Multimedia Arts at Lyceum of the Philippines University. 
 LINK -->> CSMLITRATISTA (CEESEVENMARZ)

Hello Blogspot

First post.

So this will be my official online diary aside from my tumblr account http://iblogcsm.tumblr.com/. I just want to know what else can I explore here @ BLOGSPOT. Kidda difficult to understand some settings up here but I think I can manage this soon. My blog will focus on my daily life happenings as well as my hobby taking photos. I will share some of my shots here and inspire more people how beautiful life is. I want to say thank you to my beautiful friend Marah Gaa for the inspiration to write blog again and oh btw she got a really awesome blog.. do check out some of her stuff here's the LINK -->> http://gaamorous.blogspot.com